WHERE DO I FIT

Where do I fit in your busy life,
When you're still stuck with your Karmic wife,
More concerned with financial strife,
And letting silence cut like a knife?

In our online LDR,   words were once like falling stars,
Sparkles of Light filling the night,
Love and laughter, and everything right,
Dreaming of a future so bright...
NOW a choice twixt Good day and Goodnight.

We promised we'd go through this together,
While we worked on our Forever,
But sometimes in fear, you told me Never,
And text became an arduous endeavor.

Sometimes I wonder if it's real,
And I wonder what you really feel,
Is this Love the REAL Deal,
Or are we both just spinning wheels,
While waiting for the wounds to heal?

And yet I know it isn't just us,
Many Twins are on the same bus,
This journey is very hard and long,
With Karmics lulling with Siren song,
Pulling partners back into their web,
While Love of Twin is at its ebb. 

They say the DM is full of woe,
And has a long way still to go,
And so he leaves his Twin alone...

The DF has battles of her own,
But occasional chat, 
Or call on the phone,
Might keep her heart from turning to stone.

AstrandaLynn ~~COPYRIGHT 2017~~
http://poeticdream111111.blogspot.com

Dreaming a New Reality

One of these days, you and I, we'll look in the mirror, by and by,
And see that we made it to the other side, and have our wings so we can fly,
We'll let our breath out, with a sigh, and see just what was hidden, deep inside,
And with a joyful hug, look beside, and find the LOVE  that can no longer hide.

Tears may fall, but quickly dry, smiles and laughter will rule the day,
Karma is over, like a dream,  life's illusions, floating downstream,
Time is up, the tests are done, passed with flying colors, banners in the sun,
Earth school is over, time is transcended, and all those crazy feelings now are ended.

Yes, we had a choice, even when we heard the Voice, we could follow our hearts or not,
Seek God within, past the gates of sin imposed by stern judgment's governing rules, man-made schools,
We chose the LOVE we felt,  though pelted with stones thrown by those in power, in vaulted towers,
We listened to our hearts, knowing Nothing could keep us apart,
And though others frowned, we kept our crowns.

Now with bells chiming, it is Divine Timing, the Reign of the Dragon draws near,
The Age of Aquarius, Golden Age promised, and 2012 begins this New Year--
This time was presaged in '87, as we had glimpses then of heaven, 
Felt little twinges of 5D, lived partly within a new reality.

We fell asleep, making our fortresses deep within dreams,  the Light hurt our eyes, while War ruled the skies,
But LOVE doesn't slumber, and reawakened us in numbers,
Calling to our hearts, promising we'd no more part, and brought us to each other, ALWAYS to be together
Awakened NOW to bring to birth, the offspring of New Heaven and Earth,
Conceived by LOVE's IMMORTALITY--
Let Peace, Abundance, and Loving Oneness,  NOW be the New Reality! 

One of These Days

One of these days, when this life is done,
And karma is finished, and we walk in the sun,
I'll take your hand, look into your eyes,
And tell you how much I've realized.

How much I missed you, not knowing you were near me,
And how I wanted to hear your voice in my heart more clearly,
How much your chats meant, and time you spent, day by day,
Loving me,  in every possible way.

It wasn't easy, just being online,
And often I felt the lack of time,
I knew you had another world,
But, still, I wanted to be your girl.

You brought out the wild woman in me,
Loving me so passionately,
I was often stunned by our feelings,
And sometimes your energy set my senses reeling--
Burning, fevered with desire,
That combination of Air and Fire.

The world did its best to keep us apart,
Cruel judgment sometimes broke my heart,
Fear made me want to run away,
But you said, Let's give it another day. 

Finally, I learned to seek within,
The Kingdom of Love, beyond all sin,
I listened to my heart, no more apart,
And Love was my Song--
It was never wrong to love my Twin. 

The Gift of an Aching Heart

Why so much pain, as a Twin Flame,
Why do my tears fall like rain,
Feeling lost and alone, far from Home,
Emotions raw, like a newborn poem?

Is all of this just a Cosmic Joke,
Exchanging religion for another Yoke?
Twin Flame love just makes me blue,
Leaves me longing for merging with You.

They say it's a gift, and we'll never more part,
But to me, it's the gift of an aching heart,
 A double-edged sword of Inner Light,
Wielded by Angels, Gods tearing us apart,
While Karma holds on with all her Might. 

Must I find another Dream?
Just the thought makes me want to SCREAM!
Outraged, broken once again, Ego won't die--
My Soul can't fly.  

I lost my crown once, Never Again,
You gave it back to me, my Lover, my Friend,
My Fate is sealed, to Die or Ascend,
Love is my Glory, the OM, the AMEN.

You gave me the Gift of an Aching Heart,
For me, the well-spring of my Art,
With or without you, it is Your Choice,
I will go on, with my own Voice--
Knowing deep within, it wasn't a sin,
To Love you, my Twin---
And we're never apart.

Be Whole

Come into the Light, little one,
You who were hurt so badly--
Come into the Light, young woman,
You who were disillusioned--
Come into the Light, young mother,
You who were abandoned--

Come into the Light, Let Love now heal,
Misperceptions are what you feel--
It isn't real!

Light now floods the secret rooms
Where Id and Ego once feared doom.
Life-long lessons have been learned,
And Karma's cords, Love now burns.

Come into the Light, parts of my soul,
Come into the Love, and Now be whole.

Conflicting Emotions

Thinking back over our chat last night,
I feel conflicting emotions,
Messages hiding the Light.

I am sad that you have chosen another over me,
Yet glad to know the Truth that you also Know...
That WE are ONE, for we have merged, blended heart and soul,
Forever bound, eternally whole.

It's hard to see beyond this 3-D Illusion of separation,
To feel beyond the loneliness of our Long-distance relationship,
Yet, I feel you in my Heartbeat, for you live in Our Heart.
We meet and combine our energy in realms beyond time and space,
But I so long to see your smiling face, and love you in a physical embrace.

If it takes forever, I will wait, for, that seems my fate, anyway,
But please Darling, let's stop saying Never, let's say someday,
Someday, beyond this vale of fear, we will be free to make it REAL,
To Love with Abandon, Joyfully, Finally Free, Our ReUnion to FEEL!

Speak Not of Never

Speak not of Never,

Our love is Forever,

And it breaks my heart,

When we are apart.

The karma between us must go!

It's hard for you, I know,

But it's our destiny, our fate,

To be able to physically relate.

The day will come we'll be offline,

Our hearts connected for all time,

In sacred union, bodies and minds,

Hearts and souls, we forever bind.

Our love is strong, always true,

No one will take the place of you,

And for you, Beloved,  I will always be,

The One for whose heart, you hold the key.

Speak to me, darling, speak of forever,

Softly whisper, love me, and kiss me,

Tell me honey, tell me you missed me,

And speak no more...

Speak not of Never!

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Karmic Conundrum

Can you feel it?  I know you do,

My aching heart is part of you,

The world's too much today, I fear,

And all I want is to hold you near.

This push me-pull you game we play,

'Til karma's gone, for a brighter day;

The paradise lost, we'll find again,

Our love, we know, will never end.

The old world's dying, let it go,

Storm wind's blowing, and we know

The past's debris is swept away,

And we'll be free another day.

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