No More Running

No reason to run, no reason to hide,
No reason to fear the LOVE inside,
Letting it go, letting it fly,
Letting it bring me up so high,
So high I can touch the sky.

My heart has wings now,
Ground school about done,
I've found the ONE, waited so long,
And now at last, I've found my song.

I've been up and down, and round and round,
On the roller-coaster, dizzy on the ground,
Under the sea, and in the air,
So depressed I could not bear
Another hour of my despair.

Then one day, I awoke, a chant was tugging at my throat,
A song was going through my head, a poem took me from my bed,
The Goddess comes to me each day, and my Muse shows me the way,
My Muse, of course, is my Twin, and the Goddess is me, hidden within,
He comes to me and brings me out, and I know without a doubt,
This love of ours is meant to stay.

Path of Joy and Love

The dance doesn't seem so daunting,
New energy I'm flaunting,
No more fear, no doubt,
The Goddess in me is coming out!

I awaken each day, already starting to pray,
Sacred Tara chant, in my heart and mind,
Boddhistsatva, my spirit's path, I find,
Love blossoms as the Lotus Jewel...

Divine Timing still in rule,
In my last term of earthly school.

Om Tare Tuttare Ture Soha!

The song like sunlight wakes my mind,
Rising from my slumber, again I find,
The path of Joy and Love, my heart doth bind...

As I go singing, on my way,
Now Beginning another day.

Things becoming clearer still,
In the silence, yield my will,
Surrender to the river within,
In Joy, I find my beloved Twin...

I awaken in my Heart,
And with Love, share my lyric art.

Waiting for Another Day

I love you now, without fear,
And I feel you so near,
Once again, a heartbeat away,
Waiting for another day.

The future that we cannot see,
Makes a mockery of you and me,
Yet, in quiet moments my heart knows,
Our moment of Now begins to grow.

Always together, you and I,
Knowing our love will never die,
Even if we are worlds apart,
We live forever in our heart.

Oh, Love me now without fear,
And feel me, oh so near,
Once again, a heartbeat away,
Waiting for another day.

I Can't Just Let You Go

It isn't like me to just walk away,
No warning, pretending everything's OK,
Feeling crazy, out of control,
Drowning in tears, denying my soul.

Sure we had a fight, we sometimes do,
But we talked it out and made it through,
So why didn't I just trust my heart,
And not put faith in mystical art?

Our connection keeps us together,
In spite of often stormy weather,
Others cannot understand,
What our souls in other realms planned.

Too many voices, I've listened to,
Not my true choices to turn from you,
I find I can't just let you go,
And that's a truth we always know.

As this old world continues to revolve,
We'll find our own way to evolve,
Our paradigm, being tested with time,
Can only be yours and mine.

Where Are You?

Where are you, where have you gone,
Where is the golden light of dawn,
The night is lonely, cold, and long,
And I don't hear your heart's love song,
I thought I knew you, but I was wrong.

Pain and Confusion

The need gnaws away at me, desire, burning like a fire,
Solar, sacral, chakras aching, cramping, wanting, his lovemaking,
Not just for sex, for proof of his love, like olive branch in the beak of a dove,
I long for a text, a Tweet, a chat--
But ten minutes of Skype would be better than that.

My head aches from all the heart breaks, sometimes I wonder what more can I take,
My balance is off from all the emotional quakes,
I wish my ego would go jump in a lake!

Sometimes it's hard to get back in my heart, this silence has pierced me like a dart,
It confuses me no end, when suddenly he treats me like a casual friend,
I should be used to it by now, but I guess I'll never learn how, or why,
He so blithely ignores me, makes me cry.

Feeling abandoned, unsure of my worth, like a wanderer, lost on earth,
Angelic being with broken wing, angelic voice no longer can sing,
Exhausted from the constant fight, can't even tell what's wrong or right,
Needing LOVE to hold me tight--
Wish he was here to cuddle me tonight.

Another Sleepless Night

I can't sleep, can't even weep,
Don't know what's wrong, I just long---
I long for the day this is all done,
And this endless pain is all gone,
The frustration is too much sometimes,
And that turns to anger, no reason or rhyme.

We had a couple good days and nights,
Fun and flirting, no fights,
But now he's ignoring me again,
Twin or not, I don't understand men---
How can he stand to stay away,
When I think of him night and day?

He's MY other half, sometimes provokes a bitter laugh,
Some days it seems a Cosmic Joke, leaving both of us bleeding and broken,
Slowly dying of loneliness, too many words left unspoken,
Sporadic chats are not enough, and this ride gets very rough,
Communication's priority, doesn't stretch across the sea,
And I don't feel as important as he is to me.