TENDER TEARS

Tender tears, tonight I weep,
While my Love lies fast asleep,
These tears, my Love, feel soul deep,
As karmic wounds I now reap.

Sleep on, my Love, rest and sleep,
Safely in my heart, as watch I keep,
Closely hold you, while I weep,
For your hidden pain's so deep.

May the floodgates open, Love, I cry,
As my prayers, on Angel wings, fly,
Floods of tears, tear down the wall,
Let all barricades now fall.

Sleep, my Love, rest and dream,
Hark no more to Ego's scream,
Bathe your heart in healing tears,
And let LOVE wash away your fears.


AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

SURRENDER

The energy is strong tonight, my love,
As below, so above,
Passion streams through me,
Orgasmic waves,
Energy dreams in me,
As my Soul raves.

Can you feel it? I know you do,
For I'm the other half of you,
The time must come that we will meet,
And merge until we are complete,
And on that day, I'll hear your voice,
And Come to you, as our Hearts rejoice.

It's been a long, and lonely road,
With karma oft a heavy load,
So many times I've felt despair,
Wondering how much more we can bear,
But when in tears I fall to the floor,
You help me carry a little more.

But tonight, while the moon is bright,
Come, my love, and hold me tight,
Let passion's energy throb in me,
As orgasmic waves take us out to sea.
Deeper, my love, surrender, with me.

CALL TO MY TWIN

Dearest Twin, hark to me,
Don't you know we must be free?
Now is the time for you and I
To spread our wings, and together fly,
Above the 3D battles below,
Where Ego's oft dealt fateful blows.

I know this hasn't been easy for you,
Our journey's often made me blue,
I've been impatient, that is true,
To fly away to be with you,
But you've kept me far away,
Longing for another day.

I know you have another life,
But I'm your Spirit's chosen wife,
Your anguished NEVER! I Won't leave,
Has often made me feel deceived,
And angry at this Cosmic Joke,
That made us bear this heavy yoke.

Karmic contracts soon will end,
And we'll be known as more than friends,
And WE will soon walk proud and free,
In Oneness we'll FOREVER BE.


AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

DON'T WAIT TOO LONG

Sitting on the fence for too long,
Makes you dense, don't know where you belong,
Decisions must be made, or inspired actions fade...
Sometimes it takes Divine Intervention,
To knock us off the blocks of convention,
And get us working with Intention.

Wasted years, too many tears,
Guilt is a waste of time,
Has no reason or rhyme,
Deception revealed as Karma's yield,
Truth will come out...
You know what I'm talking about.

Fearful egos have sway until another day,
But don't wait too long, til opportunity goes away,
The Wheel keeps turning, while hearts are yearning,
Souls must be FREE, together to BE...
As ONE, to have our day in the Sun.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

WHEN WILL I LEARN

When will I learn to trust my Heart,
And realize we'll never part,
Get into the flow, stay in the zone,
And know that I am not alone?

Astrology, a guide so true,
Teaches me all about you,
Shows me errors I have made,
Buttons pushing, made afraid.

I see now in glaring light,
You have loved me with all your might,
Expectations I had of you,
Only made you cold and blue.

Passion burning, lonely yearning,
Overwhelming love from me,
Drives you crazy, emotions hazy,
And you say you must be FREE!

I must learn to temper feeling,
Even with my senses reeling,
Trust enough to let you be,
And give space occasionally.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

MORTALITY

Bruises, illusions,
Contusions of the brain,
Weaving, grieving,
Tears fall like rain.

Still I live,
Still gifts to give,
Survivor's Guilt a waste of time,
Life sometimes has no reason or rhyme.

Sister, parents, gone beyond,
And still I live on and on,
Cancer was a part of me,
But now, so long, I have been free.

My sister died from the same,
Life sometimes seems a cruel game,
Wondering why, a futile lie,
Does it matter, by and by?

Parents died of age old ills,
I stay alive with stubborn will,
Frail, afraid, I climb the hill,
Yet my heart with hope doth fill.

The Grim Reaper waits outside the door,
My curtains closed, I cry, NO MORE!
Let the sun shine on my son,
Let his life go on and on.

Kundalini, Sacred Fire

I'm impatient, pulsing rage,
Like a lion, pacing cage,
And impulsive, daring fear,
Jumping out of boxes here.

Cornered by the mundane world,
Curtains closed, flags now furled,
FREEDOM is my battle cry,
As my heart gives one last sigh.

I am trapped, by Ego's tyranny,
Serpents choke my creativity,
Fires stoked deep within,
Burn away ancestral sin.

Eyes now flood with tears Divine,
Open Heart sings YOU are MINE,
Soul and body become ONE,
Merged, at last, the deed is done.

LOVE now anchored in the Earth,
Twin Flames rest from laboring birth,
It was worth transition's pain,
To be fully United again.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

CONNECTION

My Heart is filled, yet it expands,
With LOVE that reason can't understand,
And passion for my special man,
And once again, I feel our Plan.

Time and distance disappear,
In my heart, you're always near,
Reaching out, beyond all space,
I can feel you touch my face.

I reach for you, night and day,
Knowing you won't go away,
Anticipating, come what may,
Time with you, to chat and play.

And when the day folds into night,
Quietly, you hold me tight,
Cuddling, loving 'til the dawning light,
Wakes us up, and you take flight,
Whispering, I'll be back tonight.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT2014~~

No More Wondering

No more wondering, fear or doubt,
Jealous insecurity, I've outgrown,
My ego I have given the rout,
And I know that I'm your own.

Time will tell the story one day,
Of our love that won't go away,
And two hearts that will never stray,
Beating together, night and day.

You say we are magic, and we are,
This is our gift from a distant star,
Passionate love, though from afar,
Our reunion, with no holds barred.

We create beautiful worlds,
With our flags freely unfurled,
No need to hide in fear and shame,
Time now to set the world aflame,
Loving US was never a sin,
Acknowledged now, that we are Twins.

WONDERING AGAIN

Chasing dreams, Quixotic schemes,
Wading barefoot through rainbow streams,
I follow you, my distant Star,
Often wondering where you are.

You, my LOVE, sent from Above,
Half a world from me, and yet,
Though time away, I oft resent,
In my heart, you're always Present.

Losing Time, in thoughts sublime,
While our lives keep slogging on,
Karma laughs and slowly turns,
While within us, passion burns.

Shaking the cage, in silent rage,
Wondering when we will be free,
Will the day ever be,
That you'll be free to come to me.

Will we unite in this time,
As Twins are meant to be,
Or will we continue to meet with strife,
And have to wait for another life...

It's up to YOU and ME.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~
http://poeticdream111111.blogspot.com

FRUSTRATION

Bits and pieces is all I got,
Sporadic chat, and not a lot,
Male logic leaves me cold,
And finally, it makes me bold.

I'm YOUR Twin!
Is it a sin,
To regret this cruel fate,
Karmic debt, you have to pay,
Makes us wait another day.

I try to share my heart with you,
But you're so busy, it leaves me blue,
I wonder if you read the things I share,
The magic and wonder, and LOVE so rare.

I shared a miracle with you,
You said you didn't understand,
I wanted to discuss with you,
You said you were a busy man.

Will it ever be our day,
Will the world go away,
Will you decide to come my way,
Or willfully stay where you are,
While I follow a distant Star.

AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~
http://poeticdream111111.blogspot.com

Let me be naked in your presence,
Not just body, but mind,
And spiritual essence.

Strip the facade from me,
Expose me intimately,
Peel away the masque I have worn,
And then, anew, let me be born.

Let your light reflect as my mirror,
Revealing my hidden secrets,
My pain and sorrow, darkness inside,
Welling tears, I no longer hide.

Stand before me, stripped of all pretense,
In intimacy, let me feel your essence,
Without the mask, I see your face,
Your Inner Pain, time can't erase,
And your love can't be replaced.

Let me know you, as you know me,
Tell me your secrets in honesty,
Let the fortress walls now fall,
And your heart answer the Clarion Call.

Is it Time?
Oh, let it BE,
Come, my LOVE,
Come Home to ME.

NOTHING'S WRITTEN IN STONE

Nothing's written in stone,
Not everything's black and white,
So sometimes what seems wrong,
May actually be right.

Heart doesn't listen to Reason's screams,
But tries to hang on to hopeful dreams,
There is no logic to this Path we're on,
And sometimes, the bumps bring us down.

This crazy road winds endlessly,
While synchronous signs blur reality,
Together is where we want to be,
But others have priority.

And what once was meant to be,
Is mocked by cruel duality,
Choices made keep us apart,
Broken mirrors, aching heart.

FAREWELL MY LOVE

It hasn't been easy, this journey we're on,
Trying to find the Light of Dawn,
Feeling that the Love is gone,
And that we have lost our crown.

Lying Ego's had its sway,
Marring yet another day,
Shattered hearts lie at our feet,
Tearful eyes will not meet.

Beating wings reach for the Sky,
But I've forgotten how to fly,
In my longing to be with YOU,
I forgot the Grander View.

The only way that I can see,
Is for you to be free of me,
Though bitter tears fall from our eyes,
Farewell, my Love, For now, Goodbye.



AstrandaLynn~~Copyright 2014~~

BALANCING ON A BIG BLUE BALL

When we met four years ago,
There was a plan we didn't know,
But in our dreams, we fell in love,
Like we were pushed by Angels above.

Society pointed fingers in scorn,
You often felt pressured and torn,
I ran, feeling guilt, anger, and fear,
But you patiently waited, calling, Come here.

One foot in your world, one foot in mine,
Precariously balanced, on Aussie time,
Sometimes zoned out, on Facebook time,
Burning the candle, waiting to chat,
Sometimes you worked late, and that was that.

We're balancing two worlds,
Yours and mine,
The Equator draws the line.
I'm balancing on a big blue ball,
Trusting you'll catch me when I fall.


AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~
http://poeticdream111111.blogspot.com

TWIN FLAME UNION

Missing you, I feel you,
Waves of energy caress my body,
From the inside outward,
Moving ever closer toward
Ecstatic, spiritual release with you.

Energy this intense is new to me,
Our passion was never so strong,
Even on Skype, not this long,
Leaving me on fire,
Unquenched desire for total merging,
With you to be ONE.

Not a fantasy, but very real,
Psychic, sexual, ethereal,
This Twin Flame Love we feel
Is so much more than physical.



AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~

Sacred Twin Flame Vow

Thou art bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh,
Sharing the same DNA, refreshed,
Thy heart, now my heart,
Nevermore will we be apart.
Whither Thou goest, there go I
Whether on land, sea, or sky,
Thy people shall be my people,
Thy family part of mine,
And No one shall be left behind.
Thy God shall be my God,
E'er this journey we have trod,
And my King,
Thy Praise I'll sing.
My devotion to Thee I bring.

Best Friends

I'll be backing away for a while,
But this time I think I can go with a smile,
Tears of anger and hurt, dissipated,
Like rainy day puddles, with sun anticipated.

Whether a cloud-burst or hurricane,
You wait patiently, out of the rain,
While I try to cool my brain,
And get off the coaster train.

You always know when to call,
And when to catch me when I fall,
Sometimes I cry because I'm blue,
Sometimes because I fear I hurt you.
But without a word, you whisper, I love you.

We have something special, you and I,
A friendship that will never die,
From loving hearts that cannot lie--

Best Friends Forever,
Love ceasing Never!

VALENTINE'S DAY BLUES

For three years, now nearly four,
I left for you an open door,
We had a relationship online,
Complicated, but things seemed fine.

You called me your Aussie-American Girl,
I changed my time to match your world,
I tried so hard to be with you,
But your heart was divided in two.

We argued on the Day of Valentine,
And you said you will never be mine,
The guilt finally got too much for you,
So you left me, and left me feeling blue.

That connection we have will never end,
But you don't want me as more than a friend,
Yet I know you are still in my heart,
And NO ONE can EVER keep us apart.

By AstrandaLynn~~Copyright 2014~~

Feeling Those Long Distance Relationship Blues

Why did you do this to me again?
I guess I will never understand men,
Without a word, you disappear,
And leave me alone, bombarded by fear.

You've said you want to keep me near,
But days have gone by, now it's four years,
And your world is still there, mine is here,
And I have lonely nights, in bed with my tears.

Distance separates us, without any goals,
Sometimes it seems we're on opposite poles,
Our physical connection is only online,
In OUR LDR, I'm YOURS, you're MINE.

Technology is a double-edged blade,
Yet for LDR, it seems to have been made,
Without it, togetherness seems to fade,
But Skype can make it all worthwhile,
And leave us both with a lingering smile.

I'm trying hard to give you space,
But sometimes it seems I have no place,
And sometimes the tears stream down my face,
And I feel like we are losing the race.

By AstrandaLynn~~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~~

WONDERING AS THE YEAR BEGINS: ANSWERS FROM OUR HEARTS

The answer to my questioning poem came to me in chat,
You said I already knew, and that was simply that,
A new direction came to life, heartfelt, mutually,
A way out of all the strife, accepted, naturally.

You said you have a life, and so do I,
But neither of us could say goodbye,
Others need us where we are,
But LOVE is still our Guiding Star.

Our paradigm is unorthodox, and lessons never end,
We didn't want to rock the boat,
But we are more than friends,
We bound ourselves to a Strange New World,
Online, our flags unfurled.

And now we vow til the end of our days,
To be together in this way,
Our familiar LDR, Loving from afar,
Now becomes our way of life,
And I become your internet wife.

Now we may never know, just what might have been,
The dream of physicality, a once-hoped-for reality,
Has transmuted suddenly,
But we are still more than friends,
With love and passion that never ends.

By AstrandaLynn~~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~~

WONDERING AS THE YEAR BEGINS

Will this be our year,
A year with less fear,
Not so many tears,
Time with less anger,
And feeling less danger?

Will you be free,
To come to me,
Speak to me with honesty,
Tell me how you feel,
And be real?

Will this be our time in the sun,
Coming out of the shadows,
Emerging, as ONE,
Will you let the Truth be known,
And proclaim me as your own?

Will this be our year to dream and plan,
A future together, as woman and man,
Physically living side by side,
Offline with no more reason to hide,
At last HOME with me to abide?

By AstrandaLynn~~COPYRIGHT 2014~~