You Are So Beautiful

You are Beautiful!  Why do you hide?
The plaintive voice I heard inside,
Saw my face in the mirror and nearly cried,
That's a good question...why do I hide.

He sounded sad that day, frustrated, too,
Telepathy was making me blue,
And as I was dressing that day,
Thoughts depressing wouldn't go away.

Again and again, throughout the day,
The poignant query in my mind did play,
You are so Beautiful!  Why do you hide?
Because I like my dream world better than outside.

In my dream world, we are together,
No more pulling us apart,
In my dream we live forever,
Safe in the LOVE within my heart. 

But, don't you know, we must be free,
To live our lives and let us BE,
Shine our Light, on the new birth,
Bring to Life, Heaven on Earth?

Stop hiding your beauty, let your Light shine,
I promise that you'll always be mine,
When the time comes, I'll come for you,
But until then, we have things to do.

The Gift of Separation

Lavish your love on me from afar,
You know in your heart, we're not really apart,
But space is needed now, between you and me,
Before we can become a reality.

This pushme-pullyou game takes its toll,
And often wounds our heart and soul,
Too often now, we spoke in anger,
Misunderstood text a present danger.

Time away from chat will be good,
A time to ponder things now understood,
Creative space to play and pray,
Guarded by Angels, night and day--
They'll help us on our path to stay.

I miss you already, this is true,
My energy continues to blend with you, 
But we need time to think this through,
To heal the issues between me and you,
And even some wounds hidden from view.

This time and space for you is my gift
Please let it not widen the rift,
My love for you is ever true,
And soon I will be back with you. 

Don't Forget Me

Though it's hard for me to let you go,
It's best for you, I know,
I felt your pain, tears fell like rain,
As you were torn in two.

I know this balancing of worlds,
Can drive you mad, it's true,
And I know just why you blew,
Frustrated, as can be,
You need some time, it's clear to see--
But Darling, please,
Don't forget me!

You said you're having trouble, sharing love with two,
You didn't want to burst my bubble, but I ,so well, know you,
I know this Twin Flame journey sometimes seems unreal,
But you said you just can't stop emotions that you feel--
I can't, either...I love you, too.
 
You said you love me, and that's clear,  and makes it hard for me,
You've been confused, but I can see--
You need your family, more than you need me.

So for a while...I'll try to smile, though tears be ever near,
I'll let you be, give you  space and time, knowing you're still mine,
But for now, I'll leave you alone...no chat, no text, no phone,
I'll leave all channels open to you, make it plain to see,
Just listen with your heart, and you will hear my whispered plea--
Darling, please,
Don't forget me!

By AstrandaLynn, July 10, 2012

The Gift of an Aching Heart

Why so much pain, as a Twin Flame,
Why do my tears fall like rain,
Feeling lost and alone, far from Home,
Emotions raw, like a newborn poem?

Is all of this just a Cosmic Joke,
Exchanging religion for another Yoke?
Twin Flame love just makes me blue,
Leaves me longing for merging with You.

They say it's a gift, and we'll never more part,
But to me, it's the gift of an aching heart,
 A double-edged sword of Inner Light,
Wielded by Angels, Gods tearing us apart,
While Karma holds on with all her Might. 

Must I find another Dream?
Just the thought makes me want to SCREAM!
Outraged, broken once again, Ego won't die--
My Soul can't fly.  

I lost my crown once, Never Again,
You gave it back to me, my Lover, my Friend,
My Fate is sealed, to Die or Ascend,
Love is my Glory, the OM, the AMEN.

You gave me the Gift of an Aching Heart,
For me, the well-spring of my Art,
With or without you, it is Your Choice,
I will go on, with my own Voice--
Knowing deep within, it wasn't a sin,
To Love you, my Twin---
And we're never apart.

Just Friends

Let's stay friends...
The dreaded words
Cut through my heart like two-edged swords.
I love you very much, but you must move on--
To me it feels like love is gone!
But, you're right, I must go on.

This roller coaster train
has me going insane!
Twin Flame or not,
It has to stop!

Forget the WE,
I have to find ME!
I lost myself in YOU,
In a DREAM that isn't coming True.

My senses are reeling,
I need time for healing,
To be just friends, I don't know how,
And so, my love, Goodbye for now.