FOREVER

One day...someday, just not now,
Quietly he speaks his vow,
At last, the words that give me hope,
Until then,  I know we'll cope.

There was a time he told me NEVER,
But in my heart, I still said Forever,
Through many years of bitter tears,
And then he said,  yes, maybe..
Down the road, someday,
When life's not such a heavy load,
You and I will be free,  but the future we can't see...so I'll ask you, let it be.

He gave me a motto from his heart,
And showed me a way we'll never part,
Love me now, enjoy our life,
Be my partner,  let go of the strife...
We can't know the future, but I love you,
That's never changed, my promise true.

And now he says One day,  someday,
No more never, speaks of forever,
Hesitant maybe fades into the past,
As we feel this Love will last...
FOREVER.

Our LDR World

So, is this what we have, my love,
Is this our chosen way,
To stay in our LDR world,
Until another day?

Is it fear or obligation that keeps us so far away,
Or was it fate that sent me here too fast,
A test to see if our Love would last,
Separated by oceans and hemispheres,
Past lives, remembered, in dreams and tears.

I was free, but you were married,
I've had to learn to let it be,  it's your life to carry,
Even so, we couldn't let go,  though others made us guilty,
Sometimes we tried, but then we cried,
This Love we can't deny.

And so we chose our life online,
And you have your life, I have mine,
Still balancing on the big blue ball,
Trusting each other when we fall.

STILL BALANCING

Still balancing on this big blue ball,
Not sure you'll catch me if I fall,
You have your freedom,
I'm claiming mine,
Each on our own side of the
Equator line.

Honey, you're right,  nothing's for sure,
And I'm done keeping tabs,
It's all up for grabs...
I can't microplan the future.

With or without you, whatever will be,
The moment of NOW is all we can see,
I'm not looking for anyone else,
But I'm jumping down from this dusty old shelf.
You do YOU, and I'll do ME,
And someday we'll see the BEST we can BE.

Thanks to the Karmics

Thanks to the Karmics,
You've well played your parts,
With your assistance,
You've strengthened our hearts,
All your resistance,
Won't keep us apart,
We're bound forever,
In soul and heart.

We didn't remember or understand
The promises made or God's command,
The Twins had a mission, a sacred Plan,
To come down to earth to help Ascend Man.

Some of us met on earth late in life,
Saddened to learn our Twin had a wife,
Or husband, it's true,
It's caused us much strife.

Some of us paid a difficult price,
Long distance love for years of our life,
Some of us living in separate worlds,
Time together a sacrifice.

Although we knew our love was true,
We couldn't act on it,
We feared hurting you,
We got on with our lives,
But often felt blue.

Thanks to the Karmics,
They taught us well,
Took us to heaven,
Or down to hell,
Some abused us, lessons to learn,
The difference twixt lust,
And love unreturned. 

Most of them were loving and gentle,
But, just like us, at times temperamental,
They fought for control, and for their right,
And just like us, they cried at night.

Do they know that they must go,
When Fate delivers the bitter blow,
The Universe rearranges,
When Twins meet,
Their whole life changes. 

Love Game

So we're dead, that's what I read,
It's hard to wrap that around my head,
Just two zombies in cyberspace,
Autopsy made on Facebook,
With just one look.

Twin Flame journey feeling shattered,
Wondering if it really mattered,
Was it all just a scheme,
Were we just part of a meme,
Dying in a Cosmic dream?

Is loving from so far away,
Helping you get through the day,
Or will you keep it as an excuse,
And never tell the world the truth,
Afraid to tell them how you feel,
Pretending that it isn't real.

As you said,  online was safe,
After so many years, these wires chafe,
You keep saying,  wait and see,
But I don't think you'll ever be free.

There are many in Twin Flame Land,
Loving an unavailable man,
Afraid to open up his heart,
And only willing to give a small part.

Of all the regrets I've had in life,
The biggest one is that you had a wife,
We were doomed right from the start,
But we could never stay apart.

We said goodbyes, with tearful eyes,
Stomachs full of butterflies,
Knowing we would soon be back,
Never healing the basic lack.

Life was just a Cosmic Joke,
We were slaves under the yoke,
Twin Flame love was just a game,
But there was really no one to blame.