Surfing

Twins surf together, in all kinds of weather--
Caught in oceans of emotions,
Boards tumbled about in the undertow,
Angry words, buttons pushed,
That they might be healed, and grow.

Sudden cloudbursts may appear,
Tears falling as rain,
But they know the rainbow's near,
As sun shines once again,
And their love keeps them here.

For a while, they can smile,
The ocean's calm, after the storm--
Quietly chatting, sharing new insight,
Dreamily cuddling through the night,
As Love keeps them safe and warm.

You Are So Beautiful

You are Beautiful!  Why do you hide?
The plaintive voice I heard inside,
Saw my face in the mirror and nearly cried,
That's a good question...why do I hide.

He sounded sad that day, frustrated, too,
Telepathy was making me blue,
And as I was dressing that day,
Thoughts depressing wouldn't go away.

Again and again, throughout the day,
The poignant query in my mind did play,
You are so Beautiful!  Why do you hide?
Because I like my dream world better than outside.

In my dream world, we are together,
No more pulling us apart,
In my dream we live forever,
Safe in the LOVE within my heart. 

But, don't you know, we must be free,
To live our lives and let us BE,
Shine our Light, on the new birth,
Bring to Life, Heaven on Earth?

Stop hiding your beauty, let your Light shine,
I promise that you'll always be mine,
When the time comes, I'll come for you,
But until then, we have things to do.

Waiting Is: Do You Grok?

I often feel like a 'Stranger in a Strange Land' as I wait for Divine Timing's command,
A long time coming, through this vale of  fears,  Life has led me to BE here,
Waiting for Reunion from different Spheres,
With Star-based Family, and Beloved Twin...
Do you Grok?  Waiting IS!

Waiting is such a pain, while my tears fall like rain,
It's been such a struggle, such a fight,
Like a shadowed plant reaching for Light,
My lonely soul often has reached for Love,
Not quite remembering my Home above.

Do you Grok?  Can you understand,
The loneliness of a woman for a man?
And not just any man will do,
For there is only ONE,
And God created Me for You.

In the Beginning, the tale is told,
 Councils of Light, planning the earth,
Sought Volunteers to undergo blindness at birth,
A veil to be dropped,  amnesia begin,
Forgetting that LOVE is Never a Sin.

And so we fell,  Paradise became Hell,
We lost our wings, and no more heard our Soul sing,
Ego reigned supreme,  and Duality's dream kept us mired,
'Til all that was left were embers of  Divine Fire.

Blindly we searched for lifetimes untold,
Waiting for Time to slowly unfold,
Knowing Somewhere, was waiting our Other Half,
In the meantime, finding solace, laughter and Love,
While we waited for a sign from Above.

And so the Twin Flame paradigm came into being,
And many hearts broke,  for they were seeing
The Beloved with another mate,
And they wondered, was it too late?

Do you Grok?  Waiting IS!
Divine Timing nearly complete,
Hearts rejoice, at last, KNOWING  they'll meet,
Star-based Family,  Beloved Twins,
Homeward bound on gossamer wings,
And as ONE our SOUL will sing!

The Gift of an Aching Heart

Why so much pain, as a Twin Flame,
Why do my tears fall like rain,
Feeling lost and alone, far from Home,
Emotions raw, like a newborn poem?

Is all of this just a Cosmic Joke,
Exchanging religion for another Yoke?
Twin Flame love just makes me blue,
Leaves me longing for merging with You.

They say it's a gift, and we'll never more part,
But to me, it's the gift of an aching heart,
 A double-edged sword of Inner Light,
Wielded by Angels, Gods tearing us apart,
While Karma holds on with all her Might. 

Must I find another Dream?
Just the thought makes me want to SCREAM!
Outraged, broken once again, Ego won't die--
My Soul can't fly.  

I lost my crown once, Never Again,
You gave it back to me, my Lover, my Friend,
My Fate is sealed, to Die or Ascend,
Love is my Glory, the OM, the AMEN.

You gave me the Gift of an Aching Heart,
For me, the well-spring of my Art,
With or without you, it is Your Choice,
I will go on, with my own Voice--
Knowing deep within, it wasn't a sin,
To Love you, my Twin---
And we're never apart.

Time Traveling

Reaching for you across time and space,
I long to hold you in my embrace,
Content to even touch your face,
Feeling you in my sacred place.

The veil gets thinner every day,
As I meditate and pray,
Yet sometimes in loneliness, I sigh--
You answer me with primal cry,
Telepathing, with all your might,
Let me hold you close tonight!

In our dream, content at last,
I come to you, as in the past,
You welcome me into your arms,
Keeping me safe and warm.

In our dream, we sleep tonight,
Holding each other close and tight,
Hearts beat as One, as I silently pray,
The rising sun won't send me away--
Your last words to me are
My love, someday--

You stir in your sleep, reaching for me--
But it is dawn,
And I am gone.