Bye for Now

Sometimes I miss you more than I can say, but not today,
That burning, yearning feeling is going away,
The ache in my throat from un-shed tears, can wait another day,
I seem to be detaching from my addiction to you,
At one time, that idea would have made me blue.

Detaching, so I've been told, is the only way that we can grow,
And, if I may be so bold, it's the only way that we will know,
If we really want to be, friends and lovers, you and me,
Time away from chat is good, too much between us was misunderstood,
I was frustrated, angry and sad, and all my clinging was driving you mad. 

So I'll stay away a while, sending you messages in my poems,
Leaving your heart a wistful smile, loving you, missing home,
Focused on you, for a time, long enough to write this rhyme,
Then back to my room , my lonely vow--
 See you soon, bye for now.

The Other Woman, Your Cyberfantasy

I'm the woman your mother warned against, and priests and preachers demanded recompense,
I'm the one society scorns, but I make you glad that you were born,
I'm the woman of your creation, fashioned of love, lust, and fascination.
I'm the one you keep as your fantasy, who'll never meet you, because of friends and family.


I'm the woman you say you want, but too often interruptions say you can't,
Making me want to scream and rant--
But, I don't...instead I get depressed, cry and mope, feeling as if there is no hope,
While you go off, blithely unaware, making it seem like you don't care.

I'm the woman who gave you her heart, with a promise we'll never part,
I'm the one that you set free, in wild, passionate sexuality,
And now in my fervent rage, I know I will never be,
Content to go back to the cage of religious morality.

I'm the woman who needs you to see that I'm not just a fantasy,
My love is true, my feelings real, though I'm not perfect as your ideal,
I live for the day you'll say and mean, OUR Love is real, not just a dream,
And you're MY woman, my heart is true--
And yes, I'll always, ever love YOU. 

One of These Days

One of these days, when this life is done,
And karma is finished, and we walk in the sun,
I'll take your hand, look into your eyes,
And tell you how much I've realized.

How much I missed you, not knowing you were near me,
And how I wanted to hear your voice in my heart more clearly,
How much your chats meant, and time you spent, day by day,
Loving me,  in every possible way.

It wasn't easy, just being online,
And often I felt the lack of time,
I knew you had another world,
But, still, I wanted to be your girl.

You brought out the wild woman in me,
Loving me so passionately,
I was often stunned by our feelings,
And sometimes your energy set my senses reeling--
Burning, fevered with desire,
That combination of Air and Fire.

The world did its best to keep us apart,
Cruel judgment sometimes broke my heart,
Fear made me want to run away,
But you said, Let's give it another day. 

Finally, I learned to seek within,
The Kingdom of Love, beyond all sin,
I listened to my heart, no more apart,
And Love was my Song--
It was never wrong to love my Twin. 

Waiting for You

Waiting for You

Smoldering passion,
Burning embers,
Unquenched desire, fire within...
Heart and soul, body longing for release.
Grounding into physicality, reality...
How long, my Beloved, must I wait?
Longing for reunion with you, my Twin?

Here, Within Me

 Here, Within Me

Here, within me, I feel your energy,
Drawing ever closer to me,
Permeating every cell of me,
Filling every system of my body.

My heart joyously skips a beat,
Wanting to jump from my breast,
I am drawn to you, wanting, needing you,
Desperate for ecstatic release.

Balanced on the big blue ball, ready to fall,
Into your world, your life, feeling your call,
Wanting your arms to catch me, trusting you,
Knowing you feel the way I do.

Loving me, loving you.
February 3 at 11:53am