If You Love Him, Let Him Go

I felt taller that night,
As I felt the influx of Light,
Cool energies of Cosmic Affirmation,
Flowed through my body from head to toe,
As I smiled, through tears of confirmation,
Higher Self whispered, Let him go.

If you love him, let him go,
Let him go, so he can grow,
Sudden clarity, and I knew,
With tears in my eyes, what I must do,
Let him go, set him free,
Higher Self whispered, urgently.

A sacred peace was in my heart,
Knowing we won't ever part,
This separation, though hard it may be,
Is preparation for our eternity,
We are Twins, ONE Soul, complete,
Even if we cannot meet...
This is our Reality.

If you love him, let him go,
Let him go, so YOU can grow
I answered back, willingly,
This I'll do, for him and me,
Keep up my own frequency,
Higher Self exulted, Let It BE.

Let Him Go, So You Can Grow

The Equinox brought a clearer view,
With great insight, I knew what to do,
My Higher Self, whispered soft and low,
If you love him, Let him go.

Let him go, so he can grow,
He's a part of me, I know,
So that also means so I can grow.
Let him go, so we can grow.

Let him go, so WE can grow,
Break us free from the status quo,
The loop keeps going to the same dead end,
He can't decide between lover and friend.

I tried to tell him I was confused,
But he acted like he was just amused,
His sarcasm hurt my pride,
And that helped me off the ride.

I then explained our Twin Flame bond,
Told him our LOVE will never end,
Our connection makes us whole,
As we merge into ONE Soul...
But it's time for me to move on.

Venting as I Leave

We traveled together, three years online,
But the path led to tears, time after time,
I know on some level you loved me, just not enough,
Your life was always more important, busy with stuff,
So I settled for whatever you could spare,
Which often seemed very unfair.

You gave me impressions that you were free,
Maybe because you wanted to be,
But when I invited you to come to me,
You said, I'm married, with a family.

We were passionate playmates on chat and Skype,
But then the next day, it all seemed trite,
You were suddenly cold, distant to me,
And that confused me, caused us to fight.

Time after time, we got caught in a loop,
Hot days of passion, guilt, then no contact,
Cold nights of tears, you turning your back,
To get your attention, I was jumping through hoops.

Was it all part of being your Twin,
Or was I being punished, loving you, a sin,
So many times, my heart broke,
And it all seemed like a Cosmic Joke.