Only One Regret

When I think back to when we met,
I have no regret...except,
We aren't together yet--
And yet, I cherish each moment I've known with you,
And see how much I've grown with you--
You are my Beloved, my best friend,
My love for you will never end.

If You Love Him, Let Him Go

I felt taller that night,
As I felt the influx of Light,
Cool energies of Cosmic Affirmation,
Flowed through my body from head to toe,
As I smiled, through tears of confirmation,
Higher Self whispered, Let him go.

If you love him, let him go,
Let him go, so he can grow,
Sudden clarity, and I knew,
With tears in my eyes, what I must do,
Let him go, set him free,
Higher Self whispered, urgently.

A sacred peace was in my heart,
Knowing we won't ever part,
This separation, though hard it may be,
Is preparation for our eternity,
We are Twins, ONE Soul, complete,
Even if we cannot meet...
This is our Reality.

If you love him, let him go,
Let him go, so YOU can grow
I answered back, willingly,
This I'll do, for him and me,
Keep up my own frequency,
Higher Self exulted, Let It BE.

Let Him Go, So You Can Grow

The Equinox brought a clearer view,
With great insight, I knew what to do,
My Higher Self, whispered soft and low,
If you love him, Let him go.

Let him go, so he can grow,
He's a part of me, I know,
So that also means so I can grow.
Let him go, so we can grow.

Let him go, so WE can grow,
Break us free from the status quo,
The loop keeps going to the same dead end,
He can't decide between lover and friend.

I tried to tell him I was confused,
But he acted like he was just amused,
His sarcasm hurt my pride,
And that helped me off the ride.

I then explained our Twin Flame bond,
Told him our LOVE will never end,
Our connection makes us whole,
As we merge into ONE Soul...
But it's time for me to move on.

Venting as I Leave

We traveled together, three years online,
But the path led to tears, time after time,
I know on some level you loved me, just not enough,
Your life was always more important, busy with stuff,
So I settled for whatever you could spare,
Which often seemed very unfair.

You gave me impressions that you were free,
Maybe because you wanted to be,
But when I invited you to come to me,
You said, I'm married, with a family.

We were passionate playmates on chat and Skype,
But then the next day, it all seemed trite,
You were suddenly cold, distant to me,
And that confused me, caused us to fight.

Time after time, we got caught in a loop,
Hot days of passion, guilt, then no contact,
Cold nights of tears, you turning your back,
To get your attention, I was jumping through hoops.

Was it all part of being your Twin,
Or was I being punished, loving you, a sin,
So many times, my heart broke,
And it all seemed like a Cosmic Joke.

The Cutting Room Floor

Hush, be still...don't slam the door!
Dreams lie dying on the cutting room floor,
Sacrificed for those we love,
Vowed e'er we left our Home Above.

Eons ago, we were split apart,
Leaving gaping holes in our heart,
We knew that we would meet again,
Just didn't know how or when.

Late in life, I came to you,
But you had other things to do,
You mirrored me, and I knew,
I could not lie...I did, too.

Yours, and mine, family,
Was the main priority,
But our love, though from afar,
Became our beacon, our guiding Star,
Our passion grew, connection strong,
Together, we knew, we belonged.

The world kept trying to pull us apart,
And I lay weeping with aching heart,
While you stood your ground, so tall and brave,
Reminding me of what must be saved.

Hush, don't cry...I've closed the door,
Picked up the dreams, for another day,
I'll hold you now, brush the tears away,
It wasn't time...I thought you knew,
But when it is, I'll come for you,
For I promise, our Love is true.

After The Storm

She lays her head upon his chest,
Hearts now picked up from the floor,
Bitter words forgotten, they now rest,
Mirrors hung upon the door.

The storm blew down the house of cards,
Lightning struck with mighty flash,
Burned all pretenses to ash,
Truth was told, though it was hard.

Through her tears, she felt his embrace,
He reached up and touched her face,
In surrender, acceptance at last,
She knew this fight was in the past.

All forgotten, tenderly,
He said no need for apology,
They know their Love will never end,
And they will always be more than friends.

House of Cards

The house of cards comes crashing down,
Shattered hearts lie on the floor,
My happy smile becomes a frown,
Broken mirrors on the door.

Ego won with words of stone,
Flung like arrows at my heart,
Truth now tearing us apart,
Condemning me to be alone.

Once again, I curse the sky,
Screaming, God, Oh, Why oh why?
After all that we've been through,
Again he runs, and leaves me blue.

Tells me what I don't want to hear,
States again my greatest fear,
Says that he will NEVER leave,
And I'm a fool, or else naive!

I believed in our LOVE,
Felt the bonding from Above,
Now again, promises broken,
And I wonder...
God!  Were you just joking?