Staying Busy

Staying busy, living my life,
Helps me deny he has a wife,
For a while I can pretend,
I'm his true love, more than a friend.

A day of passion convinces me,
But the day after, I'm not free,
I cannot get him off my mind,
And missing him has me in a bind.

I want to call him, but I fear,
That chasing him won't bring him near,
I want him to come after me,
But fear says it won't ever be.

I wish my ego would disappear,
And let my heart bring him here,
So I could be within his reach,
Sharing moonlight on the beach.